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序曲?
天地间,蒙着沉沉的浓雾,隔开几十米远,就看不清对面的景物。残星才启开天幕,沿着犁湾河河槽,灌进带有海腥味儿的渤海海盆的潮润,把这片冀东边陲的平原地,笼罩在迷蒙的晨雾里。
太阳才刚刚苏醒,晨阳驱散了迷雾,把脸上的醉红,涂抹给留镇西边的山峁。从留镇镇北隆起的西干渠大堤上,影影绰绰冒出一个黑点,随着太阳的升起,那黑点越影越大,一瞬间就走出了一个人形。六十岁开外的徐恩长老汉,每天准点儿从留镇敬老院起身,走出镇街,漫过大渠渠顶,就伴着歪歪扭扭的犁湾河,沿着通往渝水县城的留渝公路,走向三五里外的三步两座桥。当日暮四合的时候,天还没黑透,象钟摆一样,徐老汉又踽踽独行,独自返回留镇,淡出三步两座桥那片村舍。他心性平和,好像遵从着宿命,从无烦言抱怨,也从不在村中留宿。
十数年间,从散社那天算起,老汉日复一日年复一年,一年三百六日,无论春夏秋冬,无论风霜雨雪,从不间断。天长日久,慢慢就走出了一道风景,就走出了这片平原地,走出了那片名叫三步两座桥村舍的眼泪。一?
都说他舍不下三步两座桥,其实是舍不下人称柳叶桃的女人,舍不下那个名叫刘香久的老相好老情人。都知道老徐一辈子和那女人相好,好得撕扯不开,好得如胶似漆,好得一辈子肝肠寸断。都说合该刘香久犯桃花,前半生享用俩男人,俩男人都心甘情愿,从此拉帮套的老徐,婚事就耽误下来。从此刘香久生下的那一窝儿女,就成了糊涂账,谁象谁众说纷纭,其实香久恩长心有数,外人看长相,笨寻思也差不到哪里去。
三步两座桥再风流,也比不过这情话。三步两座桥大口落子再出彩,也唱不尽这一世缘情。也嗔怪香久男人命短,早早归了西,倒把霜寒秋后账,推给影社戏中人。前撇的,偷养的,谁知那一年竟叫了板。世事难料,天有不测风云,那一年风云突变,三步两座桥一夜之间散了社,当了半辈子饲养员的独身徐老汉,忽然间天倾地陷,举目无亲,无处安身立命。男女私情,一世恩深,却上不了台面,有儿有女,却有苦难言,叫不成个爹,迎不进家门。一时犁湾河水泪长流,有家难奔儿女羞。三步两座桥上月,知落谁家云也愁。一时连犁湾河水都仿佛停止了奔流,连三步两座桥也举目观望、难言羞口。忽然一阵秋风雨,鸟飞花落两夭夭。横心跺脚花溅泪,除却乌云心病消。割断这丝情缘的,谁能料到,正是他的亲生骨肉。当了村长的老徐骨肉艾凤台,狠狠心把老徐送进了留镇敬老院,想除去心病,一了百了。殊不知,除去旧病添新愁,十指连心到白头。艾凤台从此遭人议论,都说他走了一步臭棋,漫说故土难离,何况情丝连藕。脸热重义的徐恩长,转天就走出了三步两座桥,把铺盖搬进了留镇。乡亲们不敢高声,纷纷窃窃私语:老徐是心疼儿呢,他顺从了亲儿艾凤台,孩儿有难处,孩儿得要脸儿!
一辈子你没迎上大花轿
一辈子你没筑上暖心的巢
头上流过飘散的云
地上种着你操心的苗
。。。。。。
正应了那句民谣,老徐铺盖在留镇,心却长在三步两座桥。幸亏桥东水沿庄还留了一座碾道房,幸亏桥西柳叶桃还迎着徐恩长。
亲儿亲女难认亲
树老更怜根边草
羞山愧水难成林
藤到牵处多缠绕
行行且行行,步步恋芳草。独雁空自飞,啼风看落毛。往返途中,独行路上,相逢无语,不忍相问。无论男女老少,乡亲们遇见老徐,无不让路驻足,频频回首,忍泪扪心。男人想:恋乡呢,舍不下三步两座桥。女人说:念老奶,扔不下心上人,舍不下刘香久。老人念誦:想儿女。前撇后养的,酸儿辣女一大群,这年头,有吃有穿,倒不省心,哪有一个省心的?
二?
这地方名字好怪,叫三步两座桥。查遍渝水县志,也找不到这称谓。
一道犁湾河,从绵延不断的燕山丛中,蛇一样扭出山坳,才要流入留镇平原地,迎头撞上一片丘岗岭地,河水顺势流成一个人字,扭成一部犁弯。在人字裤裆处,犁弯河汪成一片两亩方圆的碧叶莲塘。在莲塘上下两梢河水逼窄的地方,睡卧着不知何年何月修筑的两座弦月拱桥,连通着周边的三家村落。因是双桥抱月,隔塘相望,古人取义七夕故事,把北桥赐名牛郎,南桥雅号织女。牛郎桥东厢高地村舍,便是相传明代守边驻军仓房的草粮屯;织女桥东坎儿上的水沿庄,便是老话俗称的十五个大门一条街;河西桥左的莲蓬洼是一片低洼平原地,村西是一眼望不到边的大片水田。晴日的时候,站村头能望见夕阳卧日的孤石老城群山峻岭,秋高气爽,眼尖的汉子手搭凉棚,能看见鹰隼天边缥缈的高天上,骑云驾鹤苍龙盘舞的长城敌楼战墙。相传民国年间,一位南方民间艺人,撑一把油纸伞,本想独闯关外谋生,不料偶感风寒,病卧留镇。举目无亲孤苦伶仃的游方艺人,刚好邂逅草粮屯绅士李大先生。吕绅士见年轻艺人气质不凡,精通书话说唱,又善操管弦,十分器重怜爱,力挽艺人暂住将息,不想却惹出一桩风流公案。《自序》
在燕塞留镇那块平原地,在犁弯河下梢三村并柳的地方,漫漶的尘烟留下一个三步两座桥的传说,也留下一个柳叶桃和碾道坊的爱情故事。
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