?古?代.???嫖圣??僧?十??三（第1 / 2页）

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????????????????听???????了????这?????话???，????太?????后??????不????由?????奇???道?????：???????“???那?????妖??????僧?????又???不????是????傻?????子?????，??????怎?????会??主??????动?????求????????死?????。?????”

????????????在?????太?????后????心???中???????，???怀??偃?????是?????攀????龙????????附?????凤????的?????小?????人????，?????骆????城?却???知???????道??????，??????那??????和????尚?一??????直???是???????被????迫?????的?????。????他?????虽???????不???知?????官???家?????用??了?????什????么???法????子?????让?????那??????和??尚?????愿???意??????与??????官?????家???????行??????欢?????，?????若?????要??????让??????怀????偃????生???出???求?????死????????之?????志???，??????并???????非?????难????事???。

????????????怀??????偃??????在????宫?????中???并??????非????足????不?????出????户????，?????撷兰???????斋???????后?????有?????一??处???????景?????致?????极?????美??????的?????花???园??????，?晚?????课????之??????前???????，???他?????总???????是????会????去?????那?????里????散????步??????。

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??????????????????怀?????偃????不??认???????识?骆?????城???，???????但???能???????在?????后???????宫????里??????行???????走????的????男?????人??????，????????想???必????????就?????是????那?????四??????位??中???的??????其???中???一?????位?????了????。????他?????宣????了????一????声???佛????号???：????“?????檀????越????。???”

?????????????????“??????禅????????师?????近???来????一?????向????可?????好?????？??”???骆??????城????道??????。

????????????????怀??偃??????不???过???淡??淡??一??????笑???：??????“??????好????与?????不???好????，???都?????是??????修?????行?????罢???????了??。??????”

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??????????????但?????他?????口?????中?????依????旧????道????：??????“????看??来?????禅?????师?????很???好???，?????只???是????云?????门??????宗?????的????诸?位???大?????师??????恐???不??????会???好?????了???。??”???不?等????怀????偃???开?????口????????，??????他?????又?????道??????，????“????禅???????师??被?????官????家????强???????逼?????入?????宫???????的???事????已????然????泄?????露????，??云?????门?宗????千??????年?????古?????刹??????，????乍???然???有???了??如????此?????丑???闻???，??????昔????日???声???????名????恐???要?毁?????于?????一?????旦????，????好??在???????世??????人?????都????道?????此?????事??????有????违?????禅????师??????本????????心????，???只????禅???????师????依???旧???????居???于??后????宫????，???扰???扰????攘???攘???，????竟???????都????说????禅??????师????????堕??????了???云?????门????宗???的????声??????名?????。????”

????????????????????还?????有??????一????句???????话????骆????城???便????是?????不????说??????，??????想????必???????怀??????偃????也????心??????知???肚????明?????。?????若?????要?????挽?????回???声????名????，???只??有????怀???????偃?????一?????死??。

?????????????????他?????若?????死????了?????，???????就??????是???不??????畏?????强??????权?????的??????可??怜??????之???人?????，???虽???有????被????夺?????一???事????，??????前?????番?????耻????辱????尽?????去????，?????云?????门??????宗?????????再?????不????会?????被????人??攻??????讦????。???????而??????官????家???失????了?????这?????个?放?????在?????心????尖?????尖???上??????的???????可?????意???之???人?????，??或??????会?????伤?????心????十?????天????半????个???????月????，????渐?????渐?????地???终????会?????淡????忘????。

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